Friday, September 05, 2008

Always Look Back - You Need To Know Where You Came From

Wow.
I thought this was over.
But all the pain, lies, guilt and shame were just on summer vacation.

With school back in, it's all that I am going to think about. The only thing that's going to be on my mind. Which is why I can't even begin to imagine where my life is going.

"What do you now is going to impact the rest of your life."

I can't even manage to dress myself in the morning half the time, and you want me to pick a career?

Well, you can go fuck yourself.

I am
half your age,
know half as much as you,
but have experienced more feelings today than you will in an
entire lifetime.
So don't you dare fucking ask me for some "honest answer from the heart"; because you'll fail me if I do that. I'm going to tell you the bullshit that you have been hearing all your life.

All so I can get a good mark.
All so I don't fail the class.
All so I get into a good school.
All so I don't end up a fuck up.

But it's way too late for that.

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